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One Quiet Afternoon

I haven’t blogged for awhile now except the fact that I am raising much more stage attraction of my recently acquired piece of camera. But this time, I think I am giving some thoughts about last week regarding that one quiet afternoon.

Yes, last week (that was Monday), I hurled outside my room and went to a lull and dreary meadows near our local airport. Taking pictures was albeit fun but what I did was to just sit down and watch the sunset slowly sleep into the night.

My thoughts started waxing by and by and it all came to one miserable point: life. I mean watching the sunset won’t make you think about cows, Times New Roman fonts, Charlie Sheen, and new mobile phones over the other side of capitalism. Instead, I was thinking about myself in like 2-3 years from now. Sure I have hurdled a lot of problems year after year (and thank God I managed to overcome these few obstacles) but I am still thinking of some of the things that I would be greeting and meeting for the next 2-3 years. Why 2-3 years, you might say? I don’t know either. Maybe because I have passed the challenge to be a registered nurse and that the next 2-3 years is how I can manage to survive my life weighing out possibilities and battling the ever contraband decisions which is passion versus career. This is just one never-ending story you might say.

Here are just some of the few thoughts that I scribbled down over my journal so I might be thinking it’s all good to post it here:

• on how can I go out of this country and work things together out with my career
• on how can I possibly balance or weigh my passion more than my career
• on what can I do if I win a million jackpot in Lotto

Well basically that one quiet afternoon was all about my career versus life versus passion. I don’t know which is which but I have an attitude of carpe diem so I go with how the universe flow.

So to erase all the dramas and sort things out, my plan this week and the next few weeks would lie in this sort of itinerary plan:

• On 4/20, we be joining out Nescel (hopefully) or if not, it will just be me, Tarquinn, Rodj, Robby, and maybe a few friends who would spend a one whole day of flying into the sky.
• Me and Bop2x are talking right now about our “Summer Escapade” in Boracay because my Boracay Trip was full of fail. It can be around May 6 so I might suggest myself to start budgeting my allowance and cut the crap of drinking beer every night.
• On Holy Week, I might be spending my time more here in my house. I’ve been going out lately and shelling out lots of cash that my wallet is slowly dying due to hunger.
• On Black Saturday, I might be spending a trip to the beach with my dad and some friends. 

Well I should be heading off to sleep now. My I.V. Therapy will basically start next month (May 18, 2011) and that means I will be having a limited time over the Internet (slow clap and congratulations). My career life is really slow maybe because I don’t show any importance on it at all <insert frowning face here>.